It's quite late now and after what the week has transpired I am not getting much of a sleep tonight. A bit of movie watching with my wifey didn't really help matters. Well matters? Nothing serious! Just my and my wife's humble attempt at unwinding ourselves. After a long time, went out with her tonight to watch the movie 'Badhaai Ho', but was unexpectedly disappointed. I really don't know where is Indian cinema heading these days. It seems people just love this thing called 'cliché' and are ready to shell out their hard-earned money just to watch some predictable boring pathetic family drama. Enough said about the movie, will perhaps catch with it some other time on some other post.
Coming to this particular post, the time of composing it rings a bell and also the mode of composing it, definitely. Yeah, on my mobile, that is. So as I was starting to say. Why the sudden urge? Why again this desire to bring something up by my words? May be, because of the recent events what has occurred... Or may be, because I am getting old and with that may be, I am getting more matured? May be, just may be. But not sure myself. Well, 29 is not a small number and I am definitely not getting younger.
You see, I have cherished this habit of mine from childhood. Trying to bring everything down which I really want in words. I have been a regular once, but professional commitments have kept me at bay of late for the major part. And believe me, by doing that, I have let myself down. I have upped my writing on Quora of late and that has helped me, but have never really got the opportunity to express myself by blogging, like you used to do. Just by thinking what I could have penned down and seeing what I have done in reality, have made me feel ashamed. I know fan following is not something that I deserve or that I really have. But believe me, this writing thing is my passion and in doing that I am pleasing no one but myself. It may sound selfish, but that's how I look at it. Those who have happened to read my posts and gave me your feedback are the ones who make me really feel that I should be writing more and to them I owe a million thanks. It's for you guys that this post will see the day of life, rather than being stored as a draft on my phone.
Now about what brought me back at such wee hours. Of late, I have been thinking that when you really enjoy something, why you shouldn't indulge in it. Lack of time can't really be an excuse. God has bestowed you with something which has made you like that particular thing, have a flair for it and given you a headsup to may be excel in it. In my case, leaving the last bit, i.e. excelling in it, I can relate to writing as that thing which God has helped me get a liking for. But I have realized I have wasted way too many days in the middle. I was way too regular in my college days, something which I so miss, as I have told you already. And sadly those years that I have missed happened to be the most colourful days of my life yet. Alas! Stupid me! But hey, why not give it another chance? I might be 29, but I am not 'old' yet... Hahaha... I know this adventure called 'Life' has many more surprises up its sleeves, which will be worth sharing with you guys through this medium of mine. You know as they say, it's never too late to start. So, I can definitely, file my case in that and start it right here again. What's gone is gone. But what's left is what matters. And hopefully, with everything falling in its place, I can really make up for the lost time. Let's make most of the time we have got left. Because a day missed in doing what you love, is really a day lost! With that note, let's conclude this 'Welcome back' post of mine. Expect to hear back from me soon.
